Do you ever wish you could go back and change it ?

Today I looked at some old pictures and i really felt sad because i realised how far apart me and my friends are now, we used to be some giant group acting crazy but now its like the group is slowly shrinking and no one tells each other stuff, I mean the people I mainly talk to is Neha and Marie but I don't feel like I can properly be me around anyone but them,! strange but everything last year was different, in a way I miss it in other ways I don't!:L

I guarantee I will look back a year from  now and say the exact same thing Lol :)

Feel Like Doing This

I just really wanted to do this so here we go...

This looks kinda gross but you will never find the perfect person we have to many faults!.

My faves! ...

Hope you like them 

SHIYZA

Not got to much to say  Okay I have, but don't really feel like sharing it right now
 I feel so strange today? I dont know why im just sort of undecided at the moment :L

Anyway good news is im definitely going to Malta next year and I seriously am so so so so so excited!
and on the bad side I have SO MUCH homework to do ... which I need to do right at this moment but cba

Some seriously good words and amazing song !
 Rosarie xxx

Sometimes You Cant Put The Pieces Back Together ....

Its taken me a while to realise this but sometimes a relationship is broken, you can try and act like you used to be, pretend to be the best of friends but it wont change a thing because the problems are still going to be there, just hidden.

And im not talking about relationships if thats the impression you get.

Its like dropping a Glass and trying to glue back the pieces to make it how it was.But you cant make the exact same shape, and the cracks are still there

I guess sometimes its over and done and you need to stop with trying, If someone will cancel on you with a bad excuse it shows how willing they are to let you down, So what happens when your in a bad place, they wont be there and sometimes you need to notice instead of trying to look away.

Sometimes you cant put the pieces back together,

Rosarie xxx

Love this.

I love this sooong so much I dont care if its old or whatever

thats it really :) 

X,O,X

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Hi
Have loads to say!
But cba'd to say it,

will blog soon or something. kthen?

If you don't like my words, don't listen. If you don't like my appearance, don't look. If you don't like my actions, turn your head, It's as simple as that

Well Im finding having a new blog weird! And I decided I still wanted to write about things that annoy me and make me smile and I can do both

I found a quote I liked the other day, My blog post title and Its so true How many times have you been called too fat too thin to spotty too perfect, frizzy hair, Boring hair, Too curly, Too straight, Ugly, Pretty, Slaggy, Neeky, Fashionable, Unfashionable, Chavy, Posh.

At the end of the day we are who we are and perfection is impossible. So why is it that we always need to change for others maybe others need to change for us, If people dont like how you look they can look away ! I realised how I keep wanting to change myself! I have been on so many diets ! wanting to be slim, Ive tryed to get rid of my spots tryed to keep my hair straight because someone said it was bad!

Why should we care what people think its the people who dont care that matter
Im so not perfect and no one is so why do we try to be everything seems to be a competition on how perfect we are

Its the same with who you are, some people go around claiming they do things 'I help people'  'Im a good friend' ' I will stop whatever Im doing for someone else'
Its the people who dont have to tell the world they do it who actually do those things!

What Im trying to say is we shouldnt care what people think Ive said what people Are like before and to be honest its ubnfair to because they dont need to change for you!

No one is perfect! Just accept who you are and enjoy life, :)

I have been looking at some old pictures and Ive scanned them so I guess Im going to share some, yes they are embarassing but who cares!:)?

Me and my brother !


Sorry for the weirdness! Hope I made my point well

Rosarieeeeeeeeeee.

New start

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey cruhfieujhfiehfehfehfoefjorhferhohe
Im being serious now My blog is going to be nice and posotive no more depressy stuff or angry posts just nicee things!:)
Oh and maybe music or pictures or memorys!
Im not sure yet but Im doing a whole new blog!

New start

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey cruhfieujhfiehfehfehfoefjorhferhohe
Im being serious now My blog is going to be nice and posotive no more depressy stuff or angry posts just nicee things!:)
Oh and maybe music or pictures or memorys!
Im not sure yet but Im doing a whole new blog!

New start

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey cruhfieujhfiehfehfehfoefjorhferhohe
Im being serious now My blog is going to be nice and posotive no more depressy stuff or angry posts just nicee things!:)
Oh and maybe music or pictures or memorys!
Im not sure yet but Im doing a whole new blog!

Sorry .....

Sorry for my last angry post I think things were bothering me but since I did that it has been better because I felt less annoyed and less like I was keeping that all in ! but now I'm not so frustrated I guess And even though it might seem stupid to tell people that it just felt like I was telling someone how I'm feeling

My problems don't really go but its hard and we all have them

I think I felt a bit isolated! and I guess  I didn't help myself because I haven't tryed to not be! when I spoke to my uncle about it he said it sounded like I was isolating myself because I felt like I didn't fit in any more. and that is sort of it! today Ive had a chilled day off! luckily and im going up some massive hill with my dad and his lovely girlfriend laura as we all want to be more healthy even though they are both skinny!

I didnt really speak about the postive things I had a great friday at my nans! then saturday in streatham where I had my nails done and Im getting them done in summer and I had the most delish ice drink in this coffe shop was sooo good! and sunday went to my aunty lisa's house and we had like loaaaaaads of cakes drinks lots of my family went and she gave me her topshop bag for no reason haha ! which I love

So yeah my lifes not always depressing ;) !
ahhaa

Okay song im in love with even tho its old is Champion I love the words the tune everything! amazing

So hope everyone has a good day, and remember




                               Rosarie

Possibly last blog post.

I Realised alot!
I spend waaaaay to much time nosing in others buisness!
Talking to people and fb in my opinion is just a place where its easier to say what you shouldnt to people and it doesnt help you with being a nice person sooo I de activated it my phone is now my only contact source ! Some may say that Im shutting myself of from people And yes thats probably what I am doing but not having fb means less influences and less hastle less annoyingness because I felt it was taking over my life and I may re activate it once Im happy with my figure and self ? but at the moment Im just not happy about it! soo I needed to delete it and blog aloooot less! even tho I dont that much

I hope this blog has showed things to people or helped someone in some way Im going to end with some good quotes and  songs I loove

night

My birthdaay And Fathers day 19th of June.

It was my birthdaay todaay not got too much to say had a brilliant sleepover friday with marie bronte mackinlay was really funny then Saturday with mackinlay bronte seing bad teacher and later meeting everyone at harvester then saturday night ethan stayed and then sunday opened prezzies and went for a meal at the harvester 
Some pics

 Daniel and me this is a joke btw:)

 Dad and ethan morning

 Special needs.

 My stunning father;)

 Looking interesting there;)

 My dad looking hot again;)

 What I woke up to

 Yes thats how cool we are.

 So there some of my pics I got a phone which is pink jessie j and bruno mars cd and body butter prays sweets money cards:) very goood!:D 


And my aunty lisa and uncle mark are taking me to see shrek with them for my brithday present:)
so so excited 


Oh and here is a message for my dad!

He is the best dad in the whole world hes my mum and dad at the same time not many dads will look after their kids on their own work cook clean run around after you either and also always be there !

He can be so annoying at times and embarrassing but he cracks me up and we have so many jokes and If he im not with him I really miss him hes probably the best dad and I truly love him to pieces  as soppy as it sounds.

So thanks to the people who actually made the effort on my birthday and I mean proper effort:)! x

zzaaaaaaaaarieeee

Guilt,

Heey everyone.
I have not written a blog in ages 
My reason why um well there wasnt much of one I just didnt feel up to it but I guess Im gunna now


My mood: Its been Really okay but I just keep feeling bad for being so un-serious and jokey on my wardrobe a quote says Life is to important to be taken seriously. So I guess I live by that but then again I also have this one  on my wardrobe 

The Person Who Really Wants to Do Something Finds a Way - The Other Person Finds an Excuse.

And I look and feel guilty because Im thinking Well I make an excuse most of the time and maybe thats because I just never believe in myself that I can accomplish anything because it wont compare to everyone elses  ?
So Im trying my best for a while to maybe ignore my top quote and try the second  because I dont want people to think im the type of person who wont go places and my whole life will never be taken seriously, at the times it needs to be so I will end up failing. The truth is I only realised how ive been seen the last few days when I thought about it

Im sooo so far from that though ! I care so much I want to do well and it may not look so but I try my best, I need to believe I can do what I want. Why am I closing my options already ? I can do what I want you make your own future and I want the best one I can possibley have and if it means working hard then I guess thats what I need to do .....

To end my sort of strange blog post and release of guilt

A beautiful song which took me forever to like but now I really do.

Oh and one video of darren criss who is hilarious sweet lovely and  gooooooorgeous ;)

And for all those people who said to me I was stupid for thinking it suuuuuck it up cos hes one beaut!

Seriously watch that video!;)

Oh and on a lighter note: My auntylisa has bought 136 creme eggs!;) they were apparantly 1p each how maaad!

Lots of love

RosarieClaire :)

Stay true to yourself because there are very few people,who will stay true to you...

I haven't felt like blogging in ages because well I just was so tired of someone saying something about what you write or thinking its about them So I always watch what I write because who reads it but now Tbh I cba! and I couldnt care less

At the moment Ive felt very weird! Im so happy When Im not with some of my 'friends' who im starting to realise aren't very good ones, And when Im with my family im so so happy!

Ive been so happy that school is over for a bit because ive found the bitchyness really really hard! When you know someone has talked about you and when they speak to you they are all nice and friendly but you know exactly what they have said:|  Everyone seems to think they know me But they just dont and never will because I dont want them too because if someone will shout you down for sayung how you feel! they arent worth it,

At the moment Ive wanted to pack a bag and just leave! Go somewhere else different school different area anything just away from alot of the people I have to stay friends with just because theres no option other than being on your own 

   

Sometimes someone will use you when they need you but when the others start to care they forget you! and you dont matter anymore. When it happens you just have to forget it!:)

Im not apologizing if you found this blog annoying or depressing or even boring because I dont care one little bit!!!!

I love this everyone said it was bad but I think its brilliant

Cant wait to be gone tomorrow

rosarie 

Sometimes Tears Say All there is to say.....

Hey there;)
Im not going to complain or say how I feel today! just keep it light!
Well Ive been sort of finding stuff weird ! like I dont feel very In with my friends but I dont feel very out! so im like in the middle just sort of In the middle of everything at the moment
Im not sure If I like the middle actually? Maybe I do or dont not actually quite sure:) Ooops rambling now! sorry hehe  Oh I do occasinally use a line from a song as my title its from end where I begin the script!:)
On a random thing Ive been reading gemini stuff which is my starsighn and Its been weirdly good descriptions on me! I followed a twitter account called the dailygemini
heres a few I liked and just thought omg its so right

Laughter is the key to getting a #Gemini to Love you. Because laughter is the heavy hearted, very serious gem's outlet

If someone hurts a gemini, that gemini will build a stone wall & that person will be cut off.

It takes a great deal of persuasion to change the mind of a gemini..

When a gemini gets upset, people better hide until the coast is clear!

for me they are so suprisingly true! my starsighn suits me very well!:)
I didnt want to tweet to much just keep it more happy! I guess

Actually feel pleased as ive been chatting to my cousing laura a bit more:)

Found some old video of nan and it cheered me up so yeah:)

                                

Me and all my cousins with maltese flags

Malta didnt get in to eurovision

gutted!:(

but still!

Lots of love

zarieeeeeee:) x

What You Dont See .....

I love blogs! its nice to see things you dont when your with someone and to hear someone who does what you do sort of makes you feel better! and its good!
Last post I wrote was pretty cheery I wanted to write the things that made me laugh because I think its really important to laugh! I would rather be dead than not able to smile and laugh! that is what really makes life worth living In my opinion.....


I recently have realised alot about myself!  and every day I think I know who I am even more. Not sure if its a good thing or bad!
I now Know that my mood is so easily effected! I can be seriously happy and have no reason to be down and then I have an argument  maybe see something on Facebook or have a conversation with someone hear something about myself! and I can cry my eyes out. Although I'm a pretty strong person and always have been. The smallest thing effect me more than day to day life. My loud and friendly way isn't always how I feel its something I sort of put on I mean not completely I am like that! But I do possibly use it as a barrier from people! When someone tells me something Like Oh it wont be right with you or you shouldn't do that because .... I wanna say shutup its nothing to do with you what I do, Your not the one who will be dealing with it so why say something negative just say nothing at all! I hate it so much maybe I act like I dont but I seriously do!
At the moment I think yeah im pretty happy on the surface But I hate saying im happy because the next minute I wish I was anyone but myself as strange as it may sound!


Life is weird But the thing I will always have behind me is who I am If you don't know than you cant live your life propley You can have all the qualifications but if your dull and have no way about you than you wont really go far. Its good to know no one else in the whole world is like you! No one thinks like you and to me that pretty cool









Newdiscovery: I think im starting to get to know myself a little bit better!:)


So excited for my ear piercing next month !  And people telling me not to get it made me want it EVEN more:) 

I Know Im always on about her but her musics important to me and I just Loooooooooooove this song!:P

Dont let other people tell you how you feel!

zarieeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

Cos It Makes Me LOL....

I have not had much to write about! so Im writting my facebook quotes the ones I love and from my fave shows!

Rocky Father ted 

                                   

                                                          

quotations

Mickey: You're gonna eat lightnin' and you're gonna crap thunder! Marie: Hey Rocky! Screw you, creepo! No, I don't hate Balboa. I pity the fool, and I will destroy any man who tries to take what I got! Jack: DON'T TELL ME I'M STILL ON THAT FECKIN' ISLAND!!!- Ted: Dougal, don't you think that if we put this baby's moustache, this baby's head hair and this baby's sideboards together we'd get....Pat Mustard? Dougal: D'you think the babies could be copying his style? Ted: No, Dougal, I think Pat Mustard's been delivering more than just dairy products, if you see what I mean. THAT WOULD BE AN ECUMENICAL MATTER! It's eh, Ireland's biggest lingerie section, I understand.. You're not scared of the dark, are you? It's only cause the sun goes...and... there's this... it's got something to do with clouds! Lorraine, my density has brought me to you.     Family maan, Ladies Man , Buisness man The real terry tibbs ;) I take biddly bong pills ;) :') Scam Today, The Augustus way! benuine….Bindian Bisky, Slap you on your little calfy muscles Nappy, As In Pampers? Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeees Indeeed! I'm here.....with Bick. nothing but a tramp on wheels nicely done augustus... see you later queen vic Sorry, Come again, I don't speak Hindustani Today, my friend, your diary entry will read: took a prozzie hostage, and was shot by three armed b*stards You cant Give a person With Periods That Much Responsibility- ds ray carling Lets Fire Up The Quattro Anything You do Say Will Be Taken Down, Ripped up and shoved down your scrawny little throat until you choke to death Gene Hunt Chapter One verse two, Im Soooooo Frickin Pi**ed I'm gonna have a BF! Oh, my God, she's gonna have a bitch fit!I wanna speak to your supervisor! Better yet, I'm gonna write a letter! Quotes from : ashes to ashes, White chicks, Facejacker, Fatherted, Rocky,backtothefurture ;)

 

 Gene Hunt quotes!   Mc battle Facejacker!

You have to watch a video to understand the quotes :') best most funny things ever

                         Mucho Luv to ya :')
                      z-z-z-z--z-z-z-z-z-z-z ZARIEEEEEEEEEE!

Most Inspirational person!

Heloo Ive been sooo so desperate to go to a jessie J concert recently  but I dont want to see anyone else just her singing! I hope I can and get a cheapish price! ;)

Well I wanted to write about jessie j In my blog because shes just amazing she really is
I know alot love taylor swift and her music and lyrics but I just dont think she is real like jessie j so Im gunna put my 3 favourite songs of her on here

1. I love this the most its a brilliant song! and the words are good two ! love this song so much please listen 

2. Whos laughing now! is brilliant not that many people have seen this song unless you have listened to the album ! and its brilliant:)

3, Big white room, I really Like this song! I love who you are too but so many people know it now :/ and it lost its edge I think! jessie wrote this when she was soo young and its really meanigful and sweet! 

So there my 3 favourite songs!:) 

Jessie is amazing and has done so well but shes not lost herself or become arrogant and thats what I really like about her.

If you dont like this girl you seriously need to give her a chance shes brilliant !

Newdiscovery: Taylor swift has one song I like actually

 yes is the only one I like and its suprised me :)

Lots of love for jessie J 

Zarieeeeeeee

Confusiiiiiing!

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggh,
Confused about shiyzaaa ! How I feel about something :| I dont know whats worse being confused how you feel about it! rather than having an opinion. I would say it but well I have no clue as to who reads this:L
but yeah I think confusion is like the worst feeling sometimes its just frustrating isn't it? :/
Oh pooooooooooooooooooop. rosarie could you stop feeling how you feel please.
Okay I know im like ranting away now! haha sorry

This song is lovely Its just good and Havent heard it in a long time! its amazing.

Newdiscovery: When your friends drift away you get really close to a differant one :)! <3

My advise to you is get rid of people who you feel are making you a bad person or putting you down you will feel So much better for it seriously! :D

darren criss is AMAZING ;) obsessed with hey soul sister
and him;)

feeling weird today:L
lots of love zaaaariee:)<3