Last post I wrote was pretty cheery I wanted to write the things that made me laugh because I think its really important to laugh! I would rather be dead than not able to smile and laugh! that is what really makes life worth living In my opinion.....
I recently have realised alot about myself! and every day I think I know who I am even more. Not sure if its a good thing or bad!
I now Know that my mood is so easily effected! I can be seriously happy and have no reason to be down and then I have an argument maybe see something on Facebook or have a conversation with someone hear something about myself! and I can cry my eyes out. Although I'm a pretty strong person and always have been. The smallest thing effect me more than day to day life. My loud and friendly way isn't always how I feel its something I sort of put on I mean not completely I am like that! But I do possibly use it as a barrier from people! When someone tells me something Like Oh it wont be right with you or you shouldn't do that because .... I wanna say shutup its nothing to do with you what I do, Your not the one who will be dealing with it so why say something negative just say nothing at all! I hate it so much maybe I act like I dont but I seriously do!
At the moment I think yeah im pretty happy on the surface But I hate saying im happy because the next minute I wish I was anyone but myself as strange as it may sound!
Life is weird But the thing I will always have behind me is who I am If you don't know than you cant live your life propley You can have all the qualifications but if your dull and have no way about you than you wont really go far. Its good to know no one else in the whole world is like you! No one thinks like you and to me that pretty cool
Newdiscovery: I think im starting to get to know myself a little bit better!:)
So excited for my ear piercing next month ! And people telling me not to get it made me want it EVEN more:)
Dont let other people tell you how you feel!
zarieeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
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