Guilt,

Heey everyone.
I have not written a blog in ages 
My reason why um well there wasnt much of one I just didnt feel up to it but I guess Im gunna now


My mood: Its been Really okay but I just keep feeling bad for being so un-serious and jokey on my wardrobe a quote says Life is to important to be taken seriously. So I guess I live by that but then again I also have this one  on my wardrobe 

The Person Who Really Wants to Do Something Finds a Way - The Other Person Finds an Excuse.

And I look and feel guilty because Im thinking Well I make an excuse most of the time and maybe thats because I just never believe in myself that I can accomplish anything because it wont compare to everyone elses  ?
So Im trying my best for a while to maybe ignore my top quote and try the second  because I dont want people to think im the type of person who wont go places and my whole life will never be taken seriously, at the times it needs to be so I will end up failing. The truth is I only realised how ive been seen the last few days when I thought about it

Im sooo so far from that though ! I care so much I want to do well and it may not look so but I try my best, I need to believe I can do what I want. Why am I closing my options already ? I can do what I want you make your own future and I want the best one I can possibley have and if it means working hard then I guess thats what I need to do .....

To end my sort of strange blog post and release of guilt

A beautiful song which took me forever to like but now I really do.

Oh and one video of darren criss who is hilarious sweet lovely and  gooooooorgeous ;)

And for all those people who said to me I was stupid for thinking it suuuuuck it up cos hes one beaut!

Seriously watch that video!;)

Oh and on a lighter note: My auntylisa has bought 136 creme eggs!;) they were apparantly 1p each how maaad!

Lots of love

RosarieClaire :)