I am really sorry for depressing people! Its just been kinda depressing things stuff and I couldn't figure out why
But im pretty sure I have now, I have had what I call 'family overload' I just saw too much of them and it really wasnt good! sometimes we do that and you need a friend to talk to or cheer you up as much as I love my family I needed a friend, so Ethan was round but it wasnt the same because hes basically family to me. I stayed at maries house last night.It wasnt planned we just chatted went on the trampoline watched films and I ended up borrowing pj's and staying it was soooo nice and I feel so so much better now!
Im not really a song person I don't look deeply into them because I really cba but jessie j's songs have helped me and inspired me in so many ways and im really happy someone like her has written such amazing real songs! and the words are always really meaningful, that is why I used one as a blog post title because I really Like that line ! its really strong in my opinion! :)
Incase your wondering its in her song casualty of love.
Anyway back onto my point ive really picked myself up again seeing marie helped me,
My uncle has helped me
Meditation has helped me,
but Im feeling better and now, I dont care what people say,
Call me insensitive call me rude, Think I judge, Call me heartless or a chav, make jokes about me go ahead but its only because your not happy with you
But Im not insecure with who I am anymore ! because I dont care what you think at all, most people no nothing about me or what ive been through. so you can call or think what you like at least im not insecure with myself.
Im sad the holidays ending now but it is and im going to have to put up with people I really dont need but its what happens I pray for the day when school is finished and im free to do what I like and get on with my life.
Jessie J is an amazing person I love this song she wrote to all the people who doubted her.! well look where she is now. my fave part of this song is
Oh so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how?
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thankyou for the pain
It made me raise my game
And Im still rising, Im still rising.
Shes amazing and inspiring if I where you go buy her album! its sooo worth it.
Knock Me Down And I'll Get Back Up Wanting More.
Dont let people knock you,
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