New start

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey cruhfieujhfiehfehfehfoefjorhferhohe
Im being serious now My blog is going to be nice and posotive no more depressy stuff or angry posts just nicee things!:)
Oh and maybe music or pictures or memorys!
Im not sure yet but Im doing a whole new blog!

New start

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey cruhfieujhfiehfehfehfoefjorhferhohe
Im being serious now My blog is going to be nice and posotive no more depressy stuff or angry posts just nicee things!:)
Oh and maybe music or pictures or memorys!
Im not sure yet but Im doing a whole new blog!

New start

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey cruhfieujhfiehfehfehfoefjorhferhohe
Im being serious now My blog is going to be nice and posotive no more depressy stuff or angry posts just nicee things!:)
Oh and maybe music or pictures or memorys!
Im not sure yet but Im doing a whole new blog!

Sorry .....

Sorry for my last angry post I think things were bothering me but since I did that it has been better because I felt less annoyed and less like I was keeping that all in ! but now I'm not so frustrated I guess And even though it might seem stupid to tell people that it just felt like I was telling someone how I'm feeling

My problems don't really go but its hard and we all have them

I think I felt a bit isolated! and I guess  I didn't help myself because I haven't tryed to not be! when I spoke to my uncle about it he said it sounded like I was isolating myself because I felt like I didn't fit in any more. and that is sort of it! today Ive had a chilled day off! luckily and im going up some massive hill with my dad and his lovely girlfriend laura as we all want to be more healthy even though they are both skinny!

I didnt really speak about the postive things I had a great friday at my nans! then saturday in streatham where I had my nails done and Im getting them done in summer and I had the most delish ice drink in this coffe shop was sooo good! and sunday went to my aunty lisa's house and we had like loaaaaaads of cakes drinks lots of my family went and she gave me her topshop bag for no reason haha ! which I love

So yeah my lifes not always depressing ;) !
ahhaa

Okay song im in love with even tho its old is Champion I love the words the tune everything! amazing

So hope everyone has a good day, and remember




                               Rosarie

Possibly last blog post.

I Realised alot!
I spend waaaaay to much time nosing in others buisness!
Talking to people and fb in my opinion is just a place where its easier to say what you shouldnt to people and it doesnt help you with being a nice person sooo I de activated it my phone is now my only contact source ! Some may say that Im shutting myself of from people And yes thats probably what I am doing but not having fb means less influences and less hastle less annoyingness because I felt it was taking over my life and I may re activate it once Im happy with my figure and self ? but at the moment Im just not happy about it! soo I needed to delete it and blog aloooot less! even tho I dont that much

I hope this blog has showed things to people or helped someone in some way Im going to end with some good quotes and  songs I loove

night

My birthdaay And Fathers day 19th of June.

It was my birthdaay todaay not got too much to say had a brilliant sleepover friday with marie bronte mackinlay was really funny then Saturday with mackinlay bronte seing bad teacher and later meeting everyone at harvester then saturday night ethan stayed and then sunday opened prezzies and went for a meal at the harvester 
Some pics

 Daniel and me this is a joke btw:)

 Dad and ethan morning

 Special needs.

 My stunning father;)

 Looking interesting there;)

 My dad looking hot again;)

 What I woke up to

 Yes thats how cool we are.

 So there some of my pics I got a phone which is pink jessie j and bruno mars cd and body butter prays sweets money cards:) very goood!:D 


And my aunty lisa and uncle mark are taking me to see shrek with them for my brithday present:)
so so excited 


Oh and here is a message for my dad!

He is the best dad in the whole world hes my mum and dad at the same time not many dads will look after their kids on their own work cook clean run around after you either and also always be there !

He can be so annoying at times and embarrassing but he cracks me up and we have so many jokes and If he im not with him I really miss him hes probably the best dad and I truly love him to pieces  as soppy as it sounds.

So thanks to the people who actually made the effort on my birthday and I mean proper effort:)! x

zzaaaaaaaaarieeee

Guilt,

Heey everyone.
I have not written a blog in ages 
My reason why um well there wasnt much of one I just didnt feel up to it but I guess Im gunna now


My mood: Its been Really okay but I just keep feeling bad for being so un-serious and jokey on my wardrobe a quote says Life is to important to be taken seriously. So I guess I live by that but then again I also have this one  on my wardrobe 

The Person Who Really Wants to Do Something Finds a Way - The Other Person Finds an Excuse.

And I look and feel guilty because Im thinking Well I make an excuse most of the time and maybe thats because I just never believe in myself that I can accomplish anything because it wont compare to everyone elses  ?
So Im trying my best for a while to maybe ignore my top quote and try the second  because I dont want people to think im the type of person who wont go places and my whole life will never be taken seriously, at the times it needs to be so I will end up failing. The truth is I only realised how ive been seen the last few days when I thought about it

Im sooo so far from that though ! I care so much I want to do well and it may not look so but I try my best, I need to believe I can do what I want. Why am I closing my options already ? I can do what I want you make your own future and I want the best one I can possibley have and if it means working hard then I guess thats what I need to do .....

To end my sort of strange blog post and release of guilt

A beautiful song which took me forever to like but now I really do.

Oh and one video of darren criss who is hilarious sweet lovely and  gooooooorgeous ;)

And for all those people who said to me I was stupid for thinking it suuuuuck it up cos hes one beaut!

Seriously watch that video!;)

Oh and on a lighter note: My auntylisa has bought 136 creme eggs!;) they were apparantly 1p each how maaad!

Lots of love

RosarieClaire :)