I was watching a video of my holiday in florida when I was about 7 and my parents where going to divorce about a year later they weren't really getting on. But I just found it really really strange I was soo little and hearing my voice and stuff was weird you never really know when you look at a picture its really not the same as a video. Then I realised it has been 2 years of living with my dad which I absolutely LOVE hes such a good dad and has my sense of humour so we can always have a laugh together which is what I love about him so much
Change is really difficult sometimes its worse when you know its going to happen, sometimes it happens and you dont realise until after and it doesnt seem such a big deal because you never noticed., Ive really changed friendships with people aswell feel as if ive lost one and now gained another. Dont know why I feel like ive lost one as we are still 'friends' but she doesnt act the same with me anymore which is kinda sad but you get over it I Guess
Im not sure how I feel at this moment One of those moods where I dont know how to feel I just feel really really really tired :|
My changes ?
Im having to move house soon go from living with two boys too living with 3 boys and 2 girlss Tbh I really dont know if I can stand living with women they are so argumentative and I worry if my friendship with my best mate will change we will be more brother and sister than good friends and we can argue Ive been on two holidays with him but its not the same as living together.
Im worryed that my dad will spend alot of time with his girlfriend and forget about me. yeaah I know it might sound pathetic but when were all together I dont speak to my dad. and I dont think I could cope with not being that close to him it would make me feel really sad! Ive started to worry cos my dad said it would happen next year so that is a BIG change for me dunoe if a good or bad one but what can you do
So changes are hard but You never know it might actually work out alot better in the end so now ive let it out im gunna try to stay positive about stuff
:)
Good things happening
Going ice skating with my lovely aunty tomorrow :)
which im really pleased about havent been in a loong long time I was pretty good at it last time tho :)
Ive been listening to jordin sparks looads today and I actually love like all her songs
arrrhh I lovee her :)
So Ive got a few happy things happening BRACES :O april the 4th im so nervous its unreaal.
Well hope you have a great half term :) <3
No comments:
Post a Comment